Well, it has been 2 months since my last post and a lot has gone on. I will definitely be taking a full load of classes for the next year, the only downside is that none of them will transfer when I end up back at Michigan State. I need health insurance and I cannot afford to pay my loans back yet so I have to make sure that I am a full time student.
Work has finally started and I am working with 1st graders this year. I was majorly bummed about that when I first found out because I had 3rd graders last year and they were absolutely amazing. I loved being with 3rd graders because it is the first year that the groups are all the same gender and we are able to play sports most of the time, which you really can't do with the little kids because it is a co-ed group and the girls aren't normally interested in that. However, over the last couple weeks I have grown to like my group and while we may not be doing the sports that I enjoy the most, it is bringing back a part of my childhood that had long been forgotten. Hopefully they continue to listen to me for the rest of the summer or the next few weeks will be really long.
The relationship that I had been in for the last 14 months ended a few weeks ago because there was too much stress in Amber's life and she needed to evaluate what she really wanted. At first, I was heartbroken but as I took time to think about it, maybe it is for the best. We really didn't have all that much in common, and while I do love her, it might be best that we remain just friends because now we can each pursue the things that really make us happy.
With that said, I have met a girl who I really enjoy talking to and being around. I am hoping that she feels the same, but I am not quite sure, as I do not have the ability to read minds, although that would be pretty useful if I could. I am trying to take it one day at a time and see where things lead, but that has never been something that came easily to me. Hoping for the best where that is concerned.
Anyway, I am hoping to be on here more often and trying to churn out posts about what is going on in my life on more of a day-to-day basis but we will see if that actually happens. Maybe I should start taking notes on what happens during my days so I can post about it, haha. That's enough for this post I think, so without further ado, I leave you with today's song:
Dead Inside by Skillet
-Fuzzy
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Friday, May 14, 2010
School
Let's start off by saying, this isn't going to be a daily thing. I am going to post here whenever something happens that I just need to get out and not have sitting in my head working like a time bomb. I guess that might mean that this post is going to be really long. My posts may seem like rants at times, but this is probably the easiest way to get inside my head, so if you want to know what I am thinking, this is a good way to figure it out. Now, to figure out a place to start.
School seems like a good one. So, if you are reading this now, you probably already know that I messed up in school and am now on a 1 year recess. It sucks because I won't see Amber nearly as often as I wanted to this year. It proves to just about everyone who ever doubted me that I am irresponsible and that I really do need to grow up. Now, for the actual growing up, I hope it happens, otherwise I very well could lose everything.
You may be wondering what I plan to do with myself for the next year, well, that is a pretty good question, and I do not know the answer to it. I know that I will be working, but I don't know if I will be taking classes or not. It's likely that I will but how many is still up in the air.
I will definitely miss school for the year. I will miss hockey games, road trips, late night trips to Steak 'N' Shake. It will be a completely different year than what I have grown used to over the last two school years. I will miss all of my friends at school and all the games that we always play.
That will be all for this particular post, but before I finish, at the end of every post I am going to put a song of the day, which will be a song that I found that I felt compelled to listen to multiple times.
Song of the Day:
Crash by Cavo
School seems like a good one. So, if you are reading this now, you probably already know that I messed up in school and am now on a 1 year recess. It sucks because I won't see Amber nearly as often as I wanted to this year. It proves to just about everyone who ever doubted me that I am irresponsible and that I really do need to grow up. Now, for the actual growing up, I hope it happens, otherwise I very well could lose everything.
You may be wondering what I plan to do with myself for the next year, well, that is a pretty good question, and I do not know the answer to it. I know that I will be working, but I don't know if I will be taking classes or not. It's likely that I will but how many is still up in the air.
I will definitely miss school for the year. I will miss hockey games, road trips, late night trips to Steak 'N' Shake. It will be a completely different year than what I have grown used to over the last two school years. I will miss all of my friends at school and all the games that we always play.
That will be all for this particular post, but before I finish, at the end of every post I am going to put a song of the day, which will be a song that I found that I felt compelled to listen to multiple times.
Song of the Day:
Crash by Cavo
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