Summertime

Well, it has been 2 months since my last post and a lot has gone on. I will definitely be taking a full load of classes for the next year, the only downside is that none of them will transfer when I end up back at Michigan State. I need health insurance and I cannot afford to pay my loans back yet so I have to make sure that I am a full time student.

Work has finally started and I am working with 1st graders this year. I was majorly bummed about that when I first found out because I had 3rd graders last year and they were absolutely amazing. I loved being with 3rd graders because it is the first year that the groups are all the same gender and we are able to play sports most of the time, which you really can't do with the little kids because it is a co-ed group and the girls aren't normally interested in that. However, over the last couple weeks I have grown to like my group and while we may not be doing the sports that I enjoy the most, it is bringing back a part of my childhood that had long been forgotten. Hopefully they continue to listen to me for the rest of the summer or the next few weeks will be really long.

The relationship that I had been in for the last 14 months ended a few weeks ago because there was too much stress in Amber's life and she needed to evaluate what she really wanted. At first, I was heartbroken but as I took time to think about it, maybe it is for the best. We really didn't have all that much in common, and while I do love her, it might be best that we remain just friends because now we can each pursue the things that really make us happy.

With that said, I have met a girl who I really enjoy talking to and being around. I am hoping that she feels the same, but I am not quite sure, as I do not have the ability to read minds, although that would be pretty useful if I could. I am trying to take it one day at a time and see where things lead, but that has never been something that came easily to me. Hoping for the best where that is concerned.

Anyway, I am hoping to be on here more often and trying to churn out posts about what is going on in my life on more of a day-to-day basis but we will see if that actually happens. Maybe I should start taking notes on what happens during my days so I can post about it, haha. That's enough for this post I think, so without further ado, I leave you with today's song:

Dead Inside by Skillet

-Fuzzy